Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalamualaikum pakcik-makcik sekaliannnn~

Petang ni ade paper English Proficiency and aku rase tatau nak study ape untuk subjek nih.Kalo study pun maybe untuk novel section tu la.Tajuk novel tu "Revolt in Paradise".Sebenarnye novel ni best,cume masalahnye aku tak bape suke novel historical macam ni.Tapi yang tak bace lagi tuh,bole le try bace.Eceh.

Memandangkan sem2 dah nak blah dari idup aku,so banyak benda buat aku teringat ape yg aku dah lalui kat Unisza sejak2 sem1 lagi.Masuk dengan muke suci lagi innocent nye ni,aku arap2 kua-kua nanti pun aku still camtu la.tanak la dah habis sem nanti aku bawak koleksi ex-ex aku yang dari unisza ni je.Maknenye aku tanak kapel sepanjang aku kat Unisza yang terchenta ni..hohohoooo.
Sebab aku rase ade pakwe time blaja ni sangat la tak membantu idup aku.If ade yang try masuk 'line',ni ayat yang aku nak campak kat muke dye :
 Ko datang cni nak blaja ke nak kapel?Sebelum nak jage anak dara orang,better ko jaga diri ko sendiri tu dulu.

hoho,bunyik sangat kejam.Aku takde la sekejam tu sebenarnye,tapi betul la kan..sebelum ko kejar awek,baik ko kejar cinta Allah yang ko dah campak ke laut tuh.Aku tak suke orang ajak aku kapel,sebab aku lagi prefer orang dapatkan aku dengan cara terhormat.Means,kalo ko terus masuk meminang pun,aku TERIMA.Muehehe.Gatai nohh.Tapi seriously,aku rase aku trime je nanti.OH Sheeda,stop it.Jangan gatal,nanti bagitau mak!

Ni happy moments kitorang :

g pantai!

bebudak nakal yang bakal jadi cikgu awesome!

hulubalang dan juga jembalang yang hensem2.

 ololo tweetnye..

 bitches go to the beach?LOL

kat masjid terapung with Team Hijrah.

kat LAB with Mien and Shu.Ohoiii!

 hari warga sihat with Dayah si kurus n reen .

tesl family day.Ni Angah..

time kelas malam sir wan.Uh,mmg saiko~

 

solat hajat teslianz.

senior aku la tu depan skali.haa sebelah tu tuan pengarah.Oh aku sangat tabik ngan  diorang ni.Mmg GRAND~

 party miss nadia.

 baru pas balik kelas.sgt messed up otak time tuh.

 ngan AA,madam sally.she is awesome indeed.

 kua makan time futsal tournament.

 menyibuk kat hamper2,dengan harapan dapat la satu,tapi hampeh!

 anugerah dekan.muke sume excited.Arap2 sem ni pun ade rezeki dekan jugak la ek.

 kat giant gong badak.Budak2 captain~

 miss nadia,my lecturer.dye sangat friendly.and caring.

Haa yang ni kitorang g wedding sepupu Annur..

untuk izriq :)

twin aku pasang lagu Taylor's Back To December.Oh aku sangat benci lagu tu sebab lagu sedih sangaaatttttt!

Lagu ni buat aku ingat kat sumbody yg aku slalu ignore,yang aku slalu susahkan hati,yang slalu aku tingggalkan bile aku happy.Dye ex aku,ex yang slalu aku cari bile aku susah,tp aku tinggalkn bile aku dah senang.Ok,my stupidity.I was too stupid to realize.Kebodohan aku yang aku xmampu nak maapkan sampai skarang.So officially,to Mohammad Izriq Al-Husaini Mohd Ramly,here is my apology.

Sorry for those things i did towards you.Sorry for mentioning other guy's name when i was with you.

Sorry for not being able to be a girl you hope i can be.Because i know i was terrible when i was with you,now i step aback.Forgive me because i did not fight for our long-lasting.The reason=I dont deserve a guy like you,who kept on being patient with whateva i did. *sigh*

That day,i was too confident i can change myself,to appreciate you more than before.I wish i could.I did istikharah,i did solat hajat,with hope Allah can make you as mine.I promised myself to b a better girl,for you.I was happy cuz you were like "feeling the same thing as me".I told my two sisters that i hav sum1 to introduce to them.It was you.My sistas said : Kalo serius,kumpul la duit dari sekarang.

which means,diorang restu.Yeah,they were glad that i had sum1 by my side.

But that night,i was speechless.Your words.I still couldnt believe you said it all.But...I believe,you did that because you have your own reason,which i dont want to know.As soon as i replied your text,which was the last text i would be sending you,i threw all the pain,all the regrets away because i know,i dont deserve you.

That night,along with the bursting tears,i did pray that you will find someone better than me.That endless prayer,only to comfort myself.Now you went away.

Dear 'That Girl':

This is just my sincere words,no anger,no revenge,I just wish you can make him happy just like i wish i can do for him.And remember,please listen when he says he is stressed,when he says he is happy and when he says he misses his family at kampung.

Please call him if he is in 'silent mode' cuz he might not feeling well.

Please make sure he has his breakfast,his lunch and his dinner.

Please do not mention any guy's name when you're with him.

Please remind him about prayer's time.Please do not throw whatever he gives,like i did.

Please tell his mama that i miss her and to adik Nisa,that i couldnt visit her.couldnt touch her plump cheeck.

Please take care of him,wholeheartedly.

And may Allah bless both of you.

                                                                                                      never again yours,

                                                                                                Sheeda

favourite artist

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalamualaikum guys.Penat,sebab tak cukup tdow,tu laaa.. Sape suruh tdow subuh,bangun2 aje trus macam "krik..krikk.." (mengantuk punye pasal)

okayy tadi cheq pi kenduri kawen jiran si Annur ni.sampai2 aje family pengantin tu suruh aku bawak hantaran tu.Maknenye aku kena diri kat depan pengantin.Oh God,tetibe rase cam "VIP Yg Tak Diundang."
Mane tak nye,aku tak kenal punnn family pengantin tu.Aiseh,tapi best la jugak,sebab muke masok camera wedding tu.hahah.Pffft.

ari ni nak cakap sal fav artist aku.Nak cakap aku ni k-popper yg tegar tak jugaaakkk.Tapi aku lebih prefer lagu korea dari lagu omputih yg merapu tahap gaban tuh.Tapi 1je lagu korea yg aku anti.Ce teka,ce tekaaa..Kalo betoi,cheq bagi 5kupang.haha
Jawapan = Gangnam Style (Jahannam Style)
MV yang tah hapepe.sangat lucah!Tapi aku sangat le frust National Emcee kesayangan aku ----> Yoo Jaesuk tu pun ade skali lam MV tuh.

eii marah pulak kiteeee.Jaesuk,Jaesuk!

Jaesuk,I like it when you're like this,not like the above picture.

 Your smile,cherish my day.   

Dari skola menengah,akibat virus kpop yg bestie aku (Asma Salsabila) spray kat aku,maka wujud la perasaan "gila excited" bile tengok B2ST.Oh my!

Stat jatuh chenta bile tengok variety show diorang,bukan dari MV diorang.

Sebabnye aku jenis yang suke observe dlu,baru aku bg perasaan 'suka' aku tuh.Huh!haha

Tapi dalam ramai2 6 orang tu aku suke tengok Yoseob.budak comel yang da btukar macho sekarang.Hahah untung la sape dapat kau Yoseobbbb.Aku dapat Yusuf je kot.Muehehe.

Ni ha :

(Yoseob a.k.a Yusuf)

*Untung2 kau masuk Islam,baru le bebetul jadi Yusuf.But who knows,aite?

Allah mampu aje bagi hidayah kat sesiapa yg Allah nak,xmustahil 'Yusup' ni punn.

Tapi ennn,walaupun aku minat kat bebudak B2st yang gilak klaka ni,aku still put my highest point on Islamic artist,esp Maher Zain.Oh My!Lagu dye yg aku suke?Huh,sume la..esp Guide Me All the Way to Jannah.

cube dengar lagu ni,untung2 dapat hidayah :)

"Guide Me All The Way"

I know that You could easily
Take away every thing You’ve given me
And I try to remember
Not to take anything for granted
‘Cause I know that one day
Suddenly this will all come to an end
So my last wish is for you to be pleased with Me

Allah, Ya Allah
Guide me all the way to your Jannah
Ya Allah, Ya Allah
Don’t let me go astray ’cause I need you
By my side, I wish to be close
Close to You throughout my life
Ya Allah, oh Allah!
Be with me all the way

I know that sometime I do
I do forget that my next breath could be the last
Forgive me ’cause I cant thank you enough
Forgive me when I doubt your love
Now I pray for that day
when all this stops and comes to an end
So my last wish is for You to be pleased with me

Allah, Ya Allah
Guide me all the way to your Jannah
Ya Allah, Ya Allah
Don’t let me go astray ’cause I need you
By my side, I wish to be close
Close to You throughout my life
Ya Allah, oh Allah!
Be with me all the way

Day by day passes
And I think that my time could be near
So I pray: O God let this world be in my hands
And not in my heart
‘Cause soon I’ll have to leave it [x2]

Allah, Ya Allah
Guide me all the way to your Jannah
Ya Allah, Ya Allah
Don’t let me go astray ’cause I need you
By my side, I wish to be close
Close to You throughout my life
Ya Allah, oh Allah!
Be with me all the way
[x2]

Guide me all the way
Don’t let me go astray

Ni dia tuan badan yang nyanyi lagu tuh.Muke handsome,suara awesome,hati pun baik ajee.Oh!Sangat tergoda.Muehehe.

Chow dulu lahh,baju tak jemur lagi tuh.Ke nak tolong jemurkan?Chhhh.Impossibbberr.

So,aku chow dulu la ek,

Sampai ketemu lagi tahun hadapan.haha Versi Indon. 

  

                                                                                              

                                                                                            Salam Mujahadah,

                                                                                              Sheeda Nur Addeen.

Bye :

JAGA HATI,JAGA DIRI,JAGA IMAN :) 

kebosanan berganda.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum. :)

Okayyy,sekarang da pukul 2:45 PAGI,tp my twinneys Fatnin Fasihah and Annur Schahira punye mata still melekat kat laptop memasing. (tdow la weyyy).

Sat tadi,Teacher Fatnin duk ajaq aku cara nk buat blog.Edit sane,edit sini,maka terhasil lah bnda alah ni (blog).Thanks Cik Ninnn.Kite sayang awakkk.Hihihiiii

Now playing Yoseob's Caffeine.Dye crush aku yg mmg sah2 aku xkan dapat.haha (sedar pun diri tuh).

Dah dua hari sleep over kat umah Annur,stress le katekannn.Roommate punye pasal.And ade le a few prob yang duk uji aku sekarang nih.Thanks to my cute twinneys and twiggies,kalo takde diorang maybe aku dah menangis sensorang kat blok Farabi tu sebab stress.Macehhh (^,^)

btw semalam..it was a really wonderful night.Ikut Annur's dad ke pantai,fishing,and release tension.Dengan keadaan pantai yang suram with only moonlight,kitorang bertiga baring atas tikar sambil tengok langit.Bulan yang kejap gelap kejap terang.Aku tengok phone,mengeluh,kenapa la ex aku datang balik time aku tgh move on.JIWA KACAU.Time study week pulak tu.Last sem pun dye buat hal seminggu before final exam,mau nye saiko aku time tu.Again,ade kawan2 n family yg cherish idup aku,aku rase aku bole handle emo aku.Yang penting,sebab Allah bagi aku peluang nak berubah and Alhamdulillah,aku berjaya lupe ape yg dye dah buat at aku.. (berjaya ke....)

tgh2 syok layan prasaan kat blog ni,tetibe Annur yg duk kat blakang aku tuh,chat aku kat FB.Cakap hai.Gilak ape?Cakap aje la depan2 aku.gedik pulak ek.nak romantik ngn aku la tuh.Chhhh.Haha.

Dah!aku nak menidurkan diri kjap.Bantal da melambai-lambai tu.haha Fatnin jelez tgk post aku panjang.Muehehe...Hihohhihokkkk. *oh,sangat xsopan*

babai,sleep tight with doa.May Allah bless our tmorow.

> 3 kembaq yang mcm kelawaq tdoq lambat <

Assalamualaikum! (@-@)   <--- mate kubam.